pity me. what's wrong with you? you seem nice enough. would it kill you to show some kindness? affection? humor? friendship? pity? some people abhor pity. pride or some big word like that. i crave pity. pity me. i am pathetic. i am unfixable. i fall unto bad habits. life does not get better, it just makes it that much harder when the next shit bomb hits the fan. pity me, please?